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Only 3 weeks are left to the end of Vacation, and practically i haven't done anything during this vacation but it had gone so fast, too fast i think... Ok, i was only in the seaside for one week, but we had bad weather.
During this free time, here in Poland, is still bad weather. Anyway, I'm home all the time now, and the worst thing is that i don't have any inspiration to draw or to do anything else, except reading books, or fanfiction. I'm totally depressed at this point, because, i really don't want to waste my free time.
It is so big irony here, because when i'm having free time, so i could extract it for drawing - i don't have any inspiration, but when school time comes again, i want to draw all the time, but i can't - because of learning... This is so wrong and sick...
And sorry for my english, i know, it's really poor -.-"
During this free time, here in Poland, is still bad weather. Anyway, I'm home all the time now, and the worst thing is that i don't have any inspiration to draw or to do anything else, except reading books, or fanfiction. I'm totally depressed at this point, because, i really don't want to waste my free time.
It is so big irony here, because when i'm having free time, so i could extract it for drawing - i don't have any inspiration, but when school time comes again, i want to draw all the time, but i can't - because of learning... This is so wrong and sick...
And sorry for my english, i know, it's really poor -.-"
Breakin' the silence
I thought it wouldn't hurt if I wrote something to you guys (even if it's only for one person cause I'm pretty aware that during my absence many of people who were following this blog aren't active anymore or just un-watched me heh)
Anyway - I'm in college now, you know :') I can't complain about the uni and to be honest I like it MUCH more than high school. Things at home haven't changed too much since the last time I wrote in here. Still living with my parents and siblings x') But I draw way much more than I used to, that's for damn sure. And I got interested in new fandoms too! I think my interest circulates around cartoons and Percy Jack
Alive
Yeah, guess, I'm alive ^^; Another long absence.. I feel really awful because I should have written here just after 20.05 - it was the last day of my leaving-school exams (matura) And I passed it ( I mean these where we were supposed to talk, we still have to wait for results of these written ones) I was really afraid that I would not, but I made it and kinda still can't believe it cause I was totally terrified by this last one (haven't prepared so much, that's why)
Anyway, I'm free graduated person now :) Right after this last exam I went to the mountains and have been there for 3 days. It was a great feeling to be free, out of school prob
some important stuff
I guess there is no need in pointing out that I haven't written any journal for really a long time, cause that's just a fact. I won't be whining this time, that's for sure. But there is one thing which I want to straighten out. I would like you guys, who doesn't watch me for real any more, just diswatch me, things will be better then :) I'm assured that many of my watchers has stopped watching my works, what is understandable because of my long absence and not submitting too many things, as well as changing the style of art. In this way number of my watchers would be more reasonable and rightful :)
And now some nicer things to point out - I
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Hi! again... i've done this again... i mean, haven't been there sooo long after telling You that i'm back... i'm such a liar and i hate myself because of this so so much... I don't know what is happening with me, recently i don't have any inspiration for drawing or even i'm loath to do anything on computer. I think that i've had some kind of depresion since last journal. I don't want to set myself up as some emogirl, who writes such "sad" things about life and want Your sympathize, but i want You to know why i haven't been adding anything recently. I really want to change my recent "humour" but i have no faintest idea what should i do to chan
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Don't worry, Marta, you have a very creative and artistic mind!