m-angela

I thought it wouldn't hurt if I wrote something to you guys (even if it's only for one person cause I'm pretty aware that during my absence many of people who were following this blog aren't active anymore or just un-watched me heh) 

Anyway - I'm in college now, you know :') I can't complain about the uni and to be honest I like it MUCH more than high school. Things at home haven't changed too much since the last time I wrote in here. Still living with my parents and siblings x') But I draw way much more than I used to, that's for damn sure. And I got interested in new fandoms too! I think my interest circulates around cartoons and Percy Jackson book series more lately. I've been posting quite many works on my tumblr account but I honestly have no idea why I didn't submit them here?? That's a big mystery to me (almost as big as the mysteries in Gravity Falls) 

I think I'm gonna try being active here again. I'm not 100% sure of the success but.. yeah, I'll try :') 

Yeah, guess, I'm alive Another long absence.. I feel really awful because I should have written here just after 20.05 - it was the last day of my leaving-school exams (matura) And I passed it ( I mean these where we were supposed to talk, we still have to wait for results of these written ones) I was really afraid that I would not, but I made it and kinda still can't believe it cause I was totally terrified by this last one (haven't prepared so much, that's why)
Anyway, I'm free graduated person now Right after this last exam I went to the mountains and have been there for 3 days. It was a great feeling to be free, out of school problems and have a possibility to trip a bit after those tortures I've had to get through : )  After it I've been at my grandma's for some time but now I'm home. Dunno yet how long I'll stay here, I think that probably will go to my grandma again, and it'd be this week. Here I'm stuck in my flat, not going out anywhere (my friends are not in the city) while my grandma's house is situated in the middle of a forest so I can rest here a bit from the city in general and from the internet. I feel sick of spending my time only on the computer and not doing anything productive. Maybe when I'm out of the internet I would (already) draw more, because looking at other's people wonderful pictures is totally not making me draw, then I only think how terrible I'm at it
And now about things I've been interested in lately. You know, now fandoms which I'm in are of course KP but also Fullmetal Alchemist, really I'm literally addicted to those two now. I even bought all of the FMA volumes ( not all at once but little by little , because if not, my parents would rather have killed me than actually have given me cash to buy it, srsly xD )
Anyway, I hope I'll REALLY draw more this vacation so I could FINALLY submit more art here ^^

I guess there is no need in pointing out that I haven't written any journal for really a long time, cause that's just a fact. I won't be whining this time, that's for sure. But there is one thing which I want to straighten out. I would like you guys, who doesn't watch me for real any more, just diswatch me, things will be better then I'm assured that many of my watchers has stopped watching my works, what is understandable because of my long absence and not submitting too many things, as well as changing the style of art. In this way number of my watchers would be more reasonable and rightful

And now some nicer things to point out - I often draw sketches which I want to finish but somehow it doesn't happen, that's why I thought about creating an account on tumblr - to submit there WIPs and unfinished sketches ^^ If you want to see it, check out the address: m7angela.tumblr.com/
I need to work more on it - I have no idea about templates etc so I think after assimilating with tumblr the look of my page will be better ( with a help from my dear friend who knows that stuff ^w^ )

I think that's all folks, till next journal!

Hi! again... i've done this again... i mean, haven't been there sooo long after telling You that i'm back... i'm such a liar and i hate myself because of this so so much... I don't know what is happening with me, recently i don't have any inspiration for drawing or even i'm loath to do anything on computer. I think that i've had some kind of depresion since last journal. I don't want to set myself up as some emogirl, who writes such "sad" things about life and want Your sympathize, but i want You to know why i haven't been adding anything recently. I really want to change my recent "humour" but i have no faintest idea what should i do to change it. Even when i'm drawing something i don't finish this. Yes, i've drawn some things while my absence, but these are only sketches (not even a lineart) and when i'm going to the point when i have to make lineart i'm looking at this picture and something in my mind is telling me that it's nonsence to finish this because it's awful etc etc and that many people could have drawn this millions-billions times better. And of course i'm listening to this "voice" and don't finish it... I'm so stupid, i know...  I'm really sorry, especially for those people which i promised requests... i hope You'll forgive me... again

Hi! Long time haven't been here.. Sorry for that I've been very busy recently, especially with school of course >.> Because of it, i even considered leaving dA for good.. but my friend encouraged me not to do this, so i'm still here
I haven't been drawing so much recently too, but in 3 week i'll have 2weeks-holiday, so i'll have also time for this. I'm still trying to find my own style. I think that my main problem is that, whenever i draw something and then i see somebody's great work, i think that my drawing is so ugly, and situations like this repeats on and on. God, i'm so stupid, i know that i shouldn't bother myself how others draw, but i do. I hate myself so much because of it..

BTW i'll try to reply for every comments and notes ASAP